Welcome Back

It's been a While since I've "Blogged" and after going back through my History here, I see not Much has Changed.
This leads me to believe I have been doing SOMETHING Wrong?!?!?!
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Here I am Back in Eugene, which I am Definitely Not regretting but the getting here has been trick and Many Moments of Painful.
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I am Still Dreaming of my FOREVER Home and I am Not sure the one I am in is IT.
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If I can have an address again, I would be able to start Nesting and SEWING which is Where I Think I could make half or more of what I need to continue dwelling here, and then there is my Photography, I have Big plans for this but Again, I need a dwelling/Address to have more access to Shipping things to and From!
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Was just telling someone today, My Hustle Has been strong but the last few years, NSM!!??!!??!!
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Please Be gentle with me... I REALLY AM TRYING!!!!

The Life That Ages....

There is something to be said about our Memories... How they can Bolster our spirits and bring a smile to our face. I've been thinking, quite a bit about the Loveliest Generation of Beautiful Humans nearing the End of their Careers At Life. . While in my Travels the last 10 Years, trying to help and find a Wondrous life situation for Myself, I find working and befriending these amazing Creatures, I have an Honor and Huge Respect for these Lives, with which, I have become a Part of... if even so Briefly. I've been recalling all those I've helped and Become close with and Find that the Appreciation, on Both sides is Awe Inspiring. Through memory lane, I find every ONE of my experiences with these clients has given me the Strength to continue on this Life Journey. Thank you to All of those Past, Present and Future who I have helped or assisted as that, In and OF Itself has been a remarkable Journey for me and Also/Equally Beneficial!!! With Gratitude ~m~

And then there was Nothing.

As I sit here at three goats Coffee Company stealing some of their Wi-Fi, I decided that my blog needed more attention.
So I will be trying to at least post a blog once a week and this being this week's log addition not much is going on in my world except that I am still in the Riverwoods house, and I'm truly looking forward to starting this job whenever that happens, stealing Wi-Fi at 3 goats and lovejoys the grocery store.
What's new in the blogosphere is actually not much at the moment.
I'm still trying to get as many donations as I can for the ranch, and in turn hopefully up my game with the people there ultimately.

New Found Awesome

I have been in Bend, Oregon Since July of this Year, 2016 and Have Known about the Wonderful Job at the http://www.centraloregonveteransranch.org since June. I spent the first Month, in Eugene, with Friends then back and forth to California preparing for the transition. While I was there, I got to spend "massage" time with a sweet FWB from my Last stay in Eugene, circa 2012... he is super sweet, no Chemical Action, ergo.... no Serious attraction but what Chemical reaction we Do share is the Love of hanging out with each ... he's kind of a hippy and super "mellow" He came up to Bend, about 3 hrs from Eugene to spend about 36 hrs with me a couple of months ago and then was preparing to go back to School and I wasn't able to Drive down to Hangout before classes started... c'est la Vie... we rekindled after 4 years, we can re-connect again ;) Fast Forward to the last couple of Months, I met a New Boi, Closer and, well, a Different sort of Pedigree altogether, we connected at some levels the Other Boi and I did Not, not all bad, but Definitely all Different. We've hung out a few Times now..... and possibly a few More. BUT right before I Officially started with the Ranch, I had to take a class in Albany, OR. it was a 4-day class and the pit me up in the Hotel where the class was so that was pretty easy. Through this Whole class I was chatting, Texting with a friend I had met a few times in Oakland but hadn't seen in a few years... He's now living in Washington and we had arranged for me to have a few day's with him before I started the Path of Newness that is this Job. So my last day of class, I packed up and drove the almost 6 hours to his house.... it was all Shades of Awesome... We enjoyed each others company, I got to take a walk through the Halls of HIs Job, which Tickled me, we had dinner with one of his buddies locally.....had so Much to discuss, commonalities we Many and I noticed he would finish my sentences... no Harm done as I actually thought it was kind of Awesome. ;) So my last of 3 day's there, he heads off to the Burn I took my time taking off, hung out with his pups and took a few more pictures. When I finally got in the Truck, I sat there and realised, I was Smitten.?!?!?!. I then began the Journey Back to Bend, where I have been ever since. Sadly, with all the "Boi" stuff, I thought maybe it was just a Hormonal thing but then I grabbed onto the Idea of actually having a "feeling" for someone may have had something to do with the Action I was getting into. While I was Writing this where I was getting some WiFi access, this Song came on.... not Only Appropos, but completely Spooky FUKIN Heart Strings!!! https://youtu.be/l0ODA2N7fA0

When it Leaves you... UnExpectedly

I was at a coffee shop recently, meeting with a New friend, I had my little, thin but scribbled in and filled out notebook.... as I was getting in my truck, something didn't feel right... I felt lighter... I brushed off the feeling and left. as I was driving, I remembered, I ACCIDENTALLY left my notebook or dropped it...but it Wasn't in my Truck with me, so I turned around and sort of retraced my Drive, this was easy as I was not too far from my house. Walked into the Coffee shop, asked if ANYONE had turned in or saw a little red notebook... to now avail. So back in the truck, I slowly drove to see if maybe someone was walking with it or it was in the street... Sadly, none of this happened, so Lesson this day, HOLD Tight the Notebooks of your Life... this one had a Few pages of Very Important stuff! c'est la vie

insomnia

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asg8XMzOvCE&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Getting nervous about the next little adventure, I am NOT packed quite yet but my trip to New Mexico part 2 will happen shortly ;)