New Found Awesome

I have been in Bend, Oregon Since July of this Year, 2016 and Have Known about the Wonderful Job at the http://www.centraloregonveteransranch.org since June. I spent the first Month, in Eugene, with Friends then back and forth to California preparing for the transition. While I was there, I got to spend "massage" time with a sweet FWB from my Last stay in Eugene, circa 2012... he is super sweet, no Chemical Action, ergo.... no Serious attraction but what Chemical reaction we Do share is the Love of hanging out with each ... he's kind of a hippy and super "mellow" He came up to Bend, about 3 hrs from Eugene to spend about 36 hrs with me a couple of months ago and then was preparing to go back to School and I wasn't able to Drive down to Hangout before classes started... c'est la Vie... we rekindled after 4 years, we can re-connect again ;) Fast Forward to the last couple of Months, I met a New Boi, Closer and, well, a Different sort of Pedigree altogether, we connected at some levels the Other Boi and I did Not, not all bad, but Definitely all Different. We've hung out a few Times now..... and possibly a few More. BUT right before I Officially started with the Ranch, I had to take a class in Albany, OR. it was a 4-day class and the pit me up in the Hotel where the class was so that was pretty easy. Through this Whole class I was chatting, Texting with a friend I had met a few times in Oakland but hadn't seen in a few years... He's now living in Washington and we had arranged for me to have a few day's with him before I started the Path of Newness that is this Job. So my last day of class, I packed up and drove the almost 6 hours to his house.... it was all Shades of Awesome... We enjoyed each others company, I got to take a walk through the Halls of HIs Job, which Tickled me, we had dinner with one of his buddies locally.....had so Much to discuss, commonalities we Many and I noticed he would finish my sentences... no Harm done as I actually thought it was kind of Awesome. ;) So my last of 3 day's there, he heads off to the Burn I took my time taking off, hung out with his pups and took a few more pictures. When I finally got in the Truck, I sat there and realised, I was Smitten.?!?!?!. I then began the Journey Back to Bend, where I have been ever since. Sadly, with all the "Boi" stuff, I thought maybe it was just a Hormonal thing but then I grabbed onto the Idea of actually having a "feeling" for someone may have had something to do with the Action I was getting into. While I was Writing this where I was getting some WiFi access, this Song came on.... not Only Appropos, but completely Spooky FUKIN Heart Strings!!! https://youtu.be/l0ODA2N7fA0